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...

..I'm sick..
..With Stress virus and the common Love flu..
*speechless*



..I Wana CRY...
T.T


..Emotions: Lost & Confused..

..Genting..

Friday, 9th Nov 2007..

Josh and Little got this crazy idea of going up Genting just to "yum cha"..
We(Josh, Little, Xmei & Me) though was a good idea..

Since we are all stress up out of our assignments and also some personal problems..

Going up to Genting, would be a stress free trip just for a night..

We plan that we did go after Hazmer's class..

So, after class.. We got back home to rest before the night trip up...

Around 10pm, Xmei kinda pulled out last minute..

Cause she is just to stress to leave her work behind,

so she decided to stay...

Without Xmei, makes me think twice whether or not should I go..

I really wana go up there to kinda cool myself down...

From problems, confusions, and also stress...

In the end... I went..

We started our journey around 12am..

Little, josh with his friend Joseph, came pick me up, then we head off to our destination..

On the way, stoped at a petrol station, did some intro to Joseph...

Then head off to Genting..

Reach up there around 1.30am..

Was all misty there..

I was Freezzing like mad!!

We make our way to Old Town Cafe...

On the way there, got to know Joseph better..

Sat down ordered, and start chit-chatting..

Joseph's really a nice guy to talk to.. really friendly..

we just clicked in just a few minutes..

haha.. thats because we are into Food.. so yea..

Really had fun, seriously didnt expect to have so much fun...

But I'm glad I did..Right guys??=)

Took some crazy pics, on our way back to the car...at around 3.30am!!

Too bad Xmei didnt follow, your missing the fun babe..

Don't care, next trip up.. you must go aight??^-^

Crazy!!! But fun..We should do it often right guys???

Really nice meeting ya, Joseph..=)

Seriously, de-stressing...

Till the next post..

Cares!!

..Yours Truly..

~xoxo~

My RagDolls..

Was doing my assignments on thursday..
Thanks to Tiffany,
whom kindly borrowed her camera to me...
Got a few nice shoots when I was busily sewing through my ragdolls...

I want a camera badly...T.T
but I don't wana ask more from my parents..
They worked really hard to put rice on the table for both me and my bro...

And the course I'm studying is not cheap, mind you...

Oh well...
Will try to save up money to buy one..=)

Well, I'm currently into making ragdolls and keychains...

Anyone who is interested...

Do leave a comment or contact me.... chuzzle88@hotmail.com..

I would LOVE to earn extra money to save up for rainy days..=)

...Yours truly...

~xoxo~

..There is always Good Out Of Bad..

Wana thank Hui Shein..
for her Personal Message that reminds me that...
"Life is not bad, when you think positively"
Its really true...

17th oct 2007... Wednesday..

Was on my way home..
It was kind of Yue to drive me to the KTM in Mid Valley..
Cause its much more cheaper and faster to reach home...
there is when I clumsily left my purse in his car..
I didnt notice till I reached to the ticket counter..
All my stuff are in there, mind you...
Handphone, Cash, Atm card, I/C, student card, house keys...
All the things that you need to survive in this world...
...
I panic...

Search my bag like a crazy fella..
There is where Brandon came to the rescue...=)
This Brandon fella is one in the million...
I meet him in a helpless situation...
He saw me there searching for my BIG bag over and over again..
He approch me ask if I needed help..
I was not really sure whether I could trust him at first..
But I didnt know what to do..
I told him that I lost my purse and I can't get back home...
He just pull out this wallet and hand me RM10...
I was so thankfull to him...=)
Ask him for his E-mail address...
Thats how we became friends...
And I still owe him a cup of Hot chocolate..=)

What I wana say is that Good things can come out of something awefull...
Losting my purse is something really awefull, you dont wana be in that situation..
But from there, I came to know and make friends...
Really thank God for being there for me...
Really felt his presents...
Its strange how your make friends in different ways..=)


20th Oct 2007...Saturday..5am..

It was suprise to get a message from my long time friend...
He called..
we chat a little...
Can't believe he still have feelings for me..
Its been almost a year...
With him and his girlfriend...
Its really unfair for his girlfriend..
How can you be with a girl...
but in your heart you think of someone else???
I hope you will not repeat it again...(if you are reading this)..
We had a friendly conversation..
I'm sorry but I really had moved on...
and I hope you too will do the same..
I really wana concerntrade in my studies...
Relationship matters comes after that...
I'm really glad we had this conversation...
After what we had been through...
I'm glad you understand, and that we are still friends...=)
Do take care of yourself and your girlfriend...=)
Don't repeat your mistakes...
And Learn to cherish...=)

Had a great night before this...
Thanks to Naningpong..
Went to a christian concert...
In subang, a church call City Harvest Church..
The band name Altered Frequency is Awesome!!!
Hehe.. Brought their album too..
And they already manage to knock one of their new song's title into my head...
"The Sun Will Shine Again" x3...=)

Went to Murni's in SS2..
Meet up with Naningpong's friend, James..
Had our Dinper (dinner+supper) there..
Love the Roti Hawaii...
Thanks to Naningpong and james..
really brighten up my night with their jokes...=)
Head home with Xiao Mei around 2am..
Went for a midnight swim... Frezzingly cold...
But great experience!!=)
Should do more often..ya? xmei?? XD..


Had a great time with my college mates yesterday...
And not for getting Naningpong..hehe XD..
We went to the Islamic Musium somewhere in the heart of KL...
Had a great time learning about the historic islam thingy...
It was a bit boring though..
Head to SS2 Murni's after that...
I'm Loving the FOOD there...
OMG.. Its like Food Heaven!!!
I would highly recomment...=)


Wana thank those people who was there for me when I needed somebody to talk to...
And a shoulder to cry on...
Just to inform you guys... I'M OK!!!=)

Credits to: Xmei, Keryi, Hui Shien, Little, Sheh, "Naningpong"lol XD, Amy, Jake, MOM...=)

LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
Hugs and kisses!!

..Yours Truly..

Learning To Let Go..

I believe alot of us had been through ups and downs,
even break ups in a relationship...
I recently had been through alot...
And it was darn hard for me...
Like most of us do...
I tend to stay, and not move on like I should..
It hurts not only me.. but people around me too...
But today, something happen that really hit me...
And push me to learn to let go of things...
letting go of someone special and letting go of little matters..

For today,
will be a memorable day for me..
and which I won't want to repeat it again...

Firstly, I had a bad day..
kinda argue with my bestfriend in college..
We did not talk to each other for the rest of the day..
I was kinda angry at her for storming off like that...
but to stand in her shoes, it wasn't all her fault...
I want to say "Sorry" once again to Xiao Mei...
I didn't think of your feelings before I act..
I know that you kinda had a crush on that guy before..
And it wasn't good to tease bout you guys...
But it was for laughs...
I hope you wouldn't keep it in heart...
Hugs!
Wana thank Jake for kinda paching things up between us...
Thanks!


This was just a slice of the story...
When I was on my way home...
I got emotional, been thinking alot on my way home..
The first thing that I do when I reached home...
I called him.. we talk, cryed...
I just can't seem to let him go...
Until I put the phone down..
I cryed my lungs out... Again...
This time, was different...
My mum came back, saw that I was crying...
She didn't say anything..
She just put down her stuff, walk over to me...
Sat down beside me...
While crying...
I told her everything, about what I feel, what I hope, what I think...
....
.........
..............
She cryed with me too....
It hits me.... It hits me HARD....
I 've never seen my mom cry for my problems before...
She told me what she feels,
she told me that she sees future in us -me and marc...
But maybe this not the time yet...
It's best to be friends...
Concerntrade in studies like what Marc said...
I say I don't blame anybody...
She told me that she don't blame Marc..
She could see that he is a great guy, and told me that if I have the chance in the future...
Don't ever let him go...

I can't believe what my mom said...
but through the tears that she poured out for me...
It helps be to become even stronger, more positive,
and learn that some things should stay as it is...
Let God take control...
If there is faith.. we will meet again...
In just few minutes of private conversation with my mom..
I can feel that I had grown..



I made a promise to myself...
To never make my mom cry again..
Cause it hurts me too...
Sorry mom, I Love you........=)

...Yours trully...
Carina.C

Gloomy Sunday..

Sunday, 7 oct 2007..

I don't know what came to me today...

I did something which is out of the question..

I don't know what I have been thinking..

This morning...

I went online...

the first thing that came into my mind,

was the song "Gloomy Sunday"...

I started searching for the lyrics.. again..

This isn't my first time searching for the lyrics, mind you..

This was my second time!!

What was I thinking???

Am I thinking to much??

I didn't realise it till I started searching for the song...

Thats when I stop myself...

I'm glad that the real version of the song is been band..

If not I don't know what will happen to me...

And I think I should talk to someone...

All this thinking and holding it in, is making me crazy...

Could someone Please Knock MY HEAD for me!!!!

For those who don't know the song or the lyrics...

Well, let me tell you...

This song has been told that its a suicide song..

Whenever a person with weak heart and mind hears this song..

Will lends them to the thought of commit suicide..

thats why this song had been band, for quite sometime...

As there are many suicide incidents happen in the US...

Result of people hearing this song...

Here is how the lyrics goes...

Sunday is gloomy,

My hours are slumberless,

Dearest,

the shadows

I live with are numberless

Little white flowers will never awaken you

Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you

Angels have no thought of ever returning you

Would they be angry if I thought of joining you

Gloomy sunday

Sunday is gloomy

With shadows I spend it all

My heart and I have decided to end it all

Soon therell be flowers and prayers that are sad,

I know,

let them not weep,

Let them know that Im glad to go

Death is no dream,

For in death Im caressing you

With the last breath of my soul

Ill be blessing you

Gloomy sunday

Dreaming

I was only dreaming

I wake and I find you

Asleep in the deep of

My heart

Dear

Darling I hope that my dream never haunted you

My heart is telling you how much I wanted you

Gloomy sunday